I grew up in an environment where I was taught how to be aware and to be sensitive of other people's feelings. That's why I make sure my actions won't hurt and won't create a negative impact on others.
I grew up being told that I am a happy and sweet person, so I tend to get hurt when love wouldn't reciprocate the way I expected it. Whenever I express my feelings in my own special way, may it be through a letter or something I have given, and you felt teary-eyed, it just means that I have given more time and more effort on it, so that you could feel that I love you so much and it came from my heart.
But mostly, what I do and what I say comes from what I feel. When I am in pain or when I get hurt, I cry. When I feel sadness and I feel being alone, I cry.
I have great dreams of being famous in my craft. I dream of providing more for my family than what I am currently offering. I dream of being more able to be more capable of doing the things that I want. I dream of pursuing my plans because I wouldn't want to settle for less and I wouldn't want to be stagnant in where I am currently in.
I may have done impulsive decisions in the past that created a more blurry present but I believe that those mistakes made me stronger and more mature in dealing with life's trials.
At the end of the day, its just me I need to deal with and I am learning how to love myself more than before.